moanlog – Anonymous moaning

What you did was wrong. I know that you know that, and I know you admit it to yourself. Guess we can't always have our cake and eat it, can we. I've moved on from the whole situation now, but I feel like I need to get out the last bit of bitterness that's living within me.
The worst part for me was that you lied to my face. You came into my room, looked me in the eye, and lied to me. And I believed you, because I respected you, not believing you would do something like that.
I don't think you fully appreciate what you did to the family, either. Mum couldn't cope. The time after you left was one of the hardest of my life, watching my own mother break down every day. Not letting myself feel the emotions that were ready to explode inside of me, because I had to stay strong for mum and my brother. I don't know what would have happened if I wasn't there.

I don't need to say anymore, because I know you're still living with the guilt of it all while we, for the best part, have been able to put it behind us and move on to a better stage of our life.

if only i could be with you one more time. i need you. even just holding your hand made me feel like everything was okay and i miss it.

just wish you would treat me the same way i treat you. i like you a lot, and you don't show it. it's a shame i'm falling for you so badly :'( more of a conversation would be good, instead of me just leaving you messages with no replies

Y d fuck am I settling for someone who will only give me 50% of their time when I give dem all if my attention! Bottom line is ur a waste, should never have gave u my number

FOR FUCK SAKE - ALL GURURAVS FOKIN FAULT LYK

what part of Year To Date do you not understand?

You're too cowardly to embrace love when you feel it and it's staring you right in the face. Ideally, I'd like to think you'll look back on this moment and realise what you've lost and will lose at the end of it all, but you won't.

Was I ever anything more to you than what I am right now? And if so, what? You never tell me.

I can't stand you, you will never make me into your mole ever. I will never be like you, ever. Your advice sucks and centres around you and only you. Leave me to heal in my way, none of what you said has helped.

Its driving me crazy ... is he in love with me now?? why cant guys be serious about their feelings for once

Why is there no 'Disallow Results Trying to sell me shit' in the google search preferences? It's so fucking irritating to search for an item and get 2000 fucking pages of 'LOWEST PRICES HERE!!!!!!'

Jesus Christ.