moanlog – Anonymous moaning

I hate revision. I hate exams. I hate school. I mean I like seeing my friends, but the rest is bull.

The noise from your annoying laptop keyboard when you type is pissing me off. You're not a fucking journalist, harper down shit face.

you will now start breathing manually....

i hate that this works on me! i cant get back to auto

Punching above your weight again, silly boy will you ever learn

The one thing that will make this pain fo away is a hug from you. I can't even ask for that anymore

What the fuck's up with my history teacher!
At A2 Levels, you'd think it was pretty important that she actually made an effort to teach us. Today, she was in the classroom for a total of 3 and a half minutes as she kept coming in and out. Then laughed like, "haha, oh look, now * wants to speak to me.. I'll be back.. hahaha, that sounds like the terminator.. hahaha".

IT'S NOT FUCKING FUNNY BITCH. BECAUSE OF THE LAST 2 YEARS OF UTTERLY SHIT TEACHING FROM YOU, I AM GOING TO FAIL MY A LEVEL HISTORY. YOU SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED TO TEACH.

I punched a cat in the face.

I despise my body. I am terrified of showing it off. Fuck insecurities. Men will never understand the pain us women go through. My body disgusts me. The stretch marks won't go away. the lovehandles won't go away, my back acne won't go away, my discoloured skin won't go away, and my boobs won't get any bigger. I am sick of waxing and shaving and scrubbing and smoothing. I am tired. I am tired of looking at it. I am tired of standing in front of the mirror marvelling at all the things I want to change. I am tired of not being able to wear all the dresses I love in fear of showing off this or that unattractive part of my skin. I am terrfied of sex. I despise my body.

when your laugh is like a fucking baboon or some kind of ridiculous sounding drum, please try and limit the amount of times you open that gob. jesus christ i am trying to work here. i don't need you laughing unnecessarily loud.

Truth is I would never have given up on you, ever. Despite everything and every flaw I now see, I still saw potential. You gave up on me and us in an instant. Life sucks