moanlog – Anonymous moaning

Stop being so fucking lazy

I don't like how at the end of a semester, the lecturers give us our exams or final courseworks, then they say “Good luck with the rest of your final year!”. There's something patronising or finalising about it that I just don't like or don't see as appropriate. It's like saying goodbye but in a really lame way. Just don't say anything.

Why is it that whenever i get upset and have a go at you for treating me like shit you brush it off and say im fucking pms'ing, maybe just for once you are ACTUALLY being a dickhead.
Did you really think id be alright with you telling me youd come home soon for dinner, and then leave me waiting for 2 hrs. And then thought by saying you didnt think you were gunna be long cause some sodding stranger was upset in the pub? let alone your girlfriend was at home not feeling very well, waiting for you to come home so we could have dinner and have that nice evening in i wanted.
But you seem more interested in getting wasted at the moment, i mean it was such a nice surprise coming back to the flat after 4 days off to it being a shithole. All i can say is fuck you, sort your shit out or im gone, and i have tried saying this to you, doubt youd remember it though

the words don't exist for me to describe how much you've hurt me, and continue to hurt me just by living your life without me.

I fucking HATE this anxiety disorder. I am doing my best to manage it but at 34, it's getting me down. If those fuck-witted homophobes had not made my life hell when I was a teenager then I would probably not be experiencing this shit now. Fuck YOU catholic ass-holes who are still spouting bullshit about my life being 'against family values'. It's my LIFE you child-abusing hypocritical pricks! This prejudice will lead to more young people being as fucked up as I was (and still am, to a lesser degree). I am fucking insulted that the issue of whether I can or cannot marry my partner of 14 years is being debated here in the UK. There should be no debate about it! Marriage may not be for me anyway as I subscribe to the anarcho-queer way of being. However, I'd like the fucking choice! Thank fuck for punk rock.

If you're going to limit the viewing of content to a specific region or area, please tell me before I actually go to view whatever it is I want to see. This would make me look for an alternative source rather than hate you.

In this case it was Sci-Fi channel blocking the viewing of Battlestar Galactica's 10-part “webisode” series from the UK. I was told AFTER clicking play, tell me BEFORE I go near it and get my hopes up.

Screaming out FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKK loudly in your balcony is the best remedy. Its how your mind jerks off and feels peaceful!

Fuck, i've been busting my ass for the last 12 months doing the best i can, now you wanna get rid of me? Jesus H Christ, i'm just about to buy a new house. Bunch of cunts.

5 month anniversary and I can't even see you. I'll see you next year yeah :(

Tomorrow I shall share a photo of my breakfast, say how little Joey is doing at school and then share something cryptic like "that's it I quit" - just to be ironic. What I want to share is "the physical law of Conservation of Momentum is the smoking gun for me, what do you think?"