moanlog – Anonymous moaning

I wish my flatmates could just refrain from smoking within a 1-mile-radius of the house... hell, not in the living room or their bedrooms would be nice enough!

fuck.

There are far more other means of communication than social media. How about going back to basics

Non existent until I make an effort.

working with big brother is a pain. Their egos and their un-professionalism is making me crazy. I'll have no teeth (ground) or hair (pulled) left in 2 weeks!

£3.50 for a tub of strawberries?! What has the world come to...

I stand by what I said mock me if you want just cause you are higher up

i wish these stupid adverts would go away

I sometimes wonder where I put my pants. I search for it up and down the building, and I think hard and deeply as to where I left them last. Finally, I catch a glimpse of a recent memory that pinpoints the exact geographical coordinates of my pants. After a year of searching, I finally found them.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck ARRRRGHGHGHGHG

I despise my body. I am terrified of showing it off. Fuck insecurities. Men will never understand the pain us women go through. My body disgusts me. The stretch marks won't go away. the lovehandles won't go away, my back acne won't go away, my discoloured skin won't go away, and my boobs won't get any bigger. I am sick of waxing and shaving and scrubbing and smoothing. I am tired. I am tired of looking at it. I am tired of standing in front of the mirror marvelling at all the things I want to change. I am tired of not being able to wear all the dresses I love in fear of showing off this or that unattractive part of my skin. I am terrfied of sex. I despise my body.