moanlog – Anonymous moaning

it annoys me when you talk

Must not text, must not text. This is harder than I thought

I'm tired, I can't sleep, I feel so stressed. I can't cope :(

Y d fuck am I settling for someone who will only give me 50% of their time when I give dem all if my attention! Bottom line is ur a waste, should never have gave u my number

How could you be so heartless?

I hope my relationship survives after we work out our codependency issues.

Why is life unfair to some people more than others? God, please, give him a chance! He deserves better!

Maybe if I was more attractive, maybe if I was pretty, maybe if I didn't have as many imperfections, and maybe if they opened their eyes a little wider, then I wouldn't be in this situation. Maybe, it would be like I want it to be, with who I want it to be with.
But my imperfections make me who I am. Without them, I would be someone else, and I'm not willing to change who I am for anyone.

So
i know i've fucked things up
i won't get you back now
i can't suddenly be like hang on that was a mistake, maybe i love you just enough to be with you afterall because i'm lonely
god fuck sake
why do i do this to myself?
i work out in my head what i would ideally be like, how i'd react to certain circumstances but i never carry it out

oh god you're such a twat