moanlog – Anonymous moaning

I miss seeing that little boy. Now you're gone, I miss him. I never thought that part through.

i fucking hate you

Look I just forgot to click 'reply to all' don't be hating on me so bad.

So relieved when it was friday and work was over. Aleady getting a knot about Monday coming around. Now i've got a manager position, instead of clinical work being paramount, it's all about Audits and tick box exercises. When I speak about the patients being our priority,it's like i'm howling at the wind.
If I step down into a lower position, I then don't have the power to flag up errors an effect change.
It's lose/lose and I don't know how much more I can take. If you put everything you have into your work, what's left?

your words no longer have a way with me douchebag

We just had the same lecture, same slides, we were in the same lecture theatre, we listened to the same guy speak, yet after all that, you still felt the need to be as predictable as breathing and copy my notes at the end.

Why? Do you think he selectively said something to me and not to you through some alien technology we both have?

I never used to be attractive. Now that I am, I always promised myself I wouldn't turn into one of those good looking assholes who make criticisms about others appearances or who think they're better than people who aren't as 'cool'.

But look at me, and look at what I've become without realising. Things need to change. Tonight made me realise that.

If you read this, I'm so, so sorry for what I said, but there's no way I can take that back. No way at all. You deserved everything that was thrown at you apart from that one comment. I don't want you to forgive me. I just want you to know I'm sorry. The thing is, I can never say it.

FOR FUCK SAKE - ALL GURURAVS FOKIN FAULT LYK

If Only You Knew

Relationships are like glass, sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting them back together, you know?