moanlog – Anonymous moaning

I just wish that I never met you. I wish that we didn't have conversations every day for years and years. I wish that all of that good stuff didn't happen, because if that didn't happen, this shit wouldn't be happening now. I love you as a friend, and now that's slipping slowly away as a result of other people. And I hate the fact that right now I'm losing you as a friend because we were both so deserving of that friendship.

shut up
shut up
Shut Up
SHUT THE FUCK UP!
why do you feel the need to bring us down into your depressed world?
no it's not reality, the reality is that your getting yourself depressed about all this stuff but you aren't doing fuck all to change it are you?
so get off your fucking ass, come moaning to us when you have actually tried and failed yeah?
Bastard

I get that you want me to remove pics of you from my Facebook, but why the fuck don't you detag and change YOUR security settings, bitch please!! If you knew your pictures would be seen by your precious family, you should NEVER accepted their friend request then. Your fault for being so fakely religious...you can't have your cake and eat it!!

Seriously guys, if one more person asks me if email is broken because they've not received one in the last twenty seconds, I will take their keyboard and stick it up their fucking asshole.

YOU'RE NOT A FUCKING CELEBRITY OK. IF YOU ARE GETTING EMAIL THAT FUCKING QUICKLY THEN IT IS SPAM. SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME WORK ON MORE IMPORTANT ISSUES LIKE DETAILING YOUR IMMINENT DEATHS,

You are the scum of the earth

So relieved when it was friday and work was over. Aleady getting a knot about Monday coming around. Now i've got a manager position, instead of clinical work being paramount, it's all about Audits and tick box exercises. When I speak about the patients being our priority,it's like i'm howling at the wind.
If I step down into a lower position, I then don't have the power to flag up errors an effect change.
It's lose/lose and I don't know how much more I can take. If you put everything you have into your work, what's left?

I hate your fake protective mother routine, you've got your own kids to look after, god knows it, they need all the looking after they can get; they're pretty fucked up. Stop thinking I'm your son because I'm not.

I hate you. You're a waste of space, oxygen, and life. And I swear down, if you carry on playing your fucking awful music at 11:30pm, stopping me from sleeping so much that eventually I give up and come on this because I can't even hear myself think, I will do myself, society, and the gene pool in general a HUGE favour, and fucking kill you.
You get pissed on one can of beer, and think that it gives you the excuse to do stupid stuff when your parents are not at home.
Well FUCK YOU, and I hope you trip over your CD player, fall out your window, onto a very large rusty metal spike.
Goodnight, asshole.

it is not leaving someone out if they're the one who decides not to come, ok. so rather than spending 2 weeks trying to arrange it when we can all go or wasting our time doing something none of us want to do lets just fucking go cinema and we'll meet up with them another time.

Why do i always have to start the conversation, or make the effort?