moanlog – Anonymous moaning

interferring cow

Okay, let's lay down some guidelines here. Just so we can make sure we understand what's being appropriate, and what's totally inappropriate:

1) It's okay to occasionally reply to somebody that you follow on twitter.

2) It's a bit weird if they're 20 years younger than you, but it's still okay.

3) It's not okay to add them on facebook and send them messages about how they're such a wonderful person. Constantly.

4) It's not okay to send all their friends tweets and follow them all and intrude on all their online conversations.

5) It's not okay to reply to every single tweet they post with some kind of comment which you hope will result in a converstaion.

6) It's not okay to send them direct messages four times a day.

7) It's not okay to try and arrange a time to meet up with them offline.

8) It's not okay to tell them all your problems, they don't care.

Okay. I'm glad we cleared that up. Now, having learnt that little lesson, get on with your life and stop stalking.

Okay, I don't mind being there for you. I don't mind being someone you can complain on, or vent on occasionally. But I am NOT going to get in the middle of this. Yeah, you're fighting, but I refuse to lie to my father about your whereabouts so that you don't have to speak to him on the phone.
I'm not getting involved in this! I don't know what's going on, and I don't want to. So keep it to yourself. Thankyou.

Right, I have worked since i left school, a long time only been out of work the last year due to the recession, I got Jobseekers Allowance for 6 months after working in this coontry < coontry seems the best expression, I am the wrong colour, my partner works over the limited period of hours, so basically we are better off doing fuck all & claiming everything instead of my partner working & me seeking full time employment, this country sucks big time, better off being a sponger, then a worker seeking employment

working with big brother is a pain. Their egos and their un-professionalism is making me crazy. I'll have no teeth (ground) or hair (pulled) left in 2 weeks!

FUCKING BASTARD WANKER.

Those people who write this sort of thing on facebook should definitely just come here.

I miss seeing that little boy. Now you're gone, I miss him. I never thought that part through.

It occurs to me now that I have been an addict since middle school, using drugs to numb the anguish from a perceived lifetime streak of inferiority. Along the way, there were friends and lovers in a degerating sequence of interest. Today, I see that everyone is gone and I am alone. Perhaps moving alone across the country and severing all ties to home at age 18 wasn't an idea rife with particularly adept foresight.

Today, I hide in the library and cry about long-gone ex-girlfriends, about the emotional reaction I experience when seeing others, about the dearth of social energy, about the regret of talent squandered and chances wasted.

Everyday I see others whose adversities are unavoidably conspicuous -- I feel a dull charge that I cannot help them in some way, though I feel an acute shock of guilt that I cannot get past my own self-induced issues and appreciate my able body and (once) clear mind.

Now, I see that I am sapping resources from a world that have an opportunity cost far greater than the return I could ever generate from them. The world would be economically better-off if someone else were breathing this air instead of me. The world would be economically better-off if someone else were absorbing the sunshine.

Today is perhaps the most hollow I have felt in my short life. I am glad this space exists for me to express this sentiment, because I certainly don't think that I should approach others with these concerns. If there is one thing I have learned as a young-adult, it's that there is no solace to be found in others -- they just want you to stop talking. And so, I shall.

I hate waiting for buses!

A big fuck you to my coworker. Just because you are older than most everyone else doesnt give you permission to act cool like the younger folks. IF you cant hack it here, fucking get out. All you do is make it more miserable for those who are competent enough to do our jobs right. Fuck you fuck you fuck you.