moanlog – Anonymous moaning

I fucking hate history. Which is why i'm not overly glad my BITCH of a "teacher" gave us this to do in a week. ONE WEEK to write this essay.
With no guidelines. Not having been shown how to set one out, I have no idea where to start.
And now, after spending 6 days developing a very, very loose plan, I have to write it and give it in tomorrow. That might be possible if I didn't need to sleep, eat, or go to my other lessons.
But I do, I do, and I do.
Fuck My Life.

I should have known talking to you online would be as difficult as face to face. Why should I dumb down my language just so you can understand me? I feel as I'm losing brain cells just by talking to you.

It's the new year, and you promised us our coursework to be marked and given back to us by early December. You missed your last lecture, the last lecture before our exams, and now you've missed your own deadline for the coursework.

Do you think I am going to recommend your module to anyone who asks me?

Thanks for implying that I'm an uneducated, shallow minded person, you cruel little toad. I can't believe I defended you all those times people have bad-mouthed you. After everything that's happened between us, I finally see you don't really care about me.

exams+girls+uncertainty+anger+confusion+ in-confidence+stress
=fuck

We just had the same lecture, same slides, we were in the same lecture theatre, we listened to the same guy speak, yet after all that, you still felt the need to be as predictable as breathing and copy my notes at the end.

Why? Do you think he selectively said something to me and not to you through some alien technology we both have?

i wish short people would find a reason to live

i hate the feeling you get when no matter how much you want something you know that its impossible to get.

always looking for a FUCKING arguement

i don't want to be here. i hate this. i feel so uncomfortable.