moanlog – Anonymous moaning

Selfish spoilt and self centred. That is YOU

this is so complicated. i like her not you anymore. i cant help how i feel but i dont want to hurt you and at the same time i dont want to keep me from being happy for your sake.

I hate being a shelver. The same books over and over and over again... and no one cares. It's like the people think the books magically get on the shelves on their own! seriously... If we weren't there, then the library would cease to function. And we get no gratitude. Just more work.

what the fuck am I even doing?!
I've fucked u everything big time I mean who the fuck am I anymore

fuck plane ticket prices.

You just went and proved me right. All that sweet talking was for one reason and one reason only. Definitely a hypocrite. Sick of making an effort EVERYTIME. Your loss.

FUCK YOU.
i put up with you because of who your friends are. i act friendly even though i hate you because i like the others. i make sure i invite you to everything that our friends are doing. turns out, you're a wanker and don't even think to do the same for me... not that i wud want to. i don't want you there, but i put up with it.
so simply, FUCK YOU and i cudnt care if you get hit by a bus or if you dont wake up tommorrow. i hav other friends anyway which none of your lot seem to understand because your all self centered assholes except the short one who i do like. gone off the rest. piss off.

I hate my fat stupid selfish stepmother

I want to want you. I want to want you so fucking bad. But can I let myself... like, really, let myself want you? No. Because I have no fucking confidence. People did this sort of stuff when we were 16, I'm 21 and stuff haven't fucking kissed someone properly. I haven't had sex. And yet I'm supposed to live up to this reputation that I have of the whole cool, popular, attractive guy who did all this crap years before anyone else. Reputations mean nothing when there's no truth behind them, and god knows I didn't start it. I want to want you so badly. I want to kiss you so badly. I wanted to kiss you tonight, when you gave me every chance, but I fucked it up. I fucked it up AGAIN. I hate myself for shit like that. I really, deeply hate myself for this kind of thing.

we're not just friends. deal with it.