moanlog – Anonymous moaning

we're not just friends. deal with it.

Doesn't want to lose my best friend. Although sleeping with him and then attempting to have a half arsed relationship may have been a bit of a faux pas. I love the messes I dig myself into.

whilst everyone I know is moving on up, buying a house, getting married, i'm stuck in the same positon i was in 4 years ago. meh

i hate life. my life is chocking me. i want to be free but i have no money to support that. i dislike my courses, i dislike the facts that i have to read meaningless text over and over again. FUck CHINY CHIN CHIN and the fat pimpled chipmunk! fuck the fact that some SANTANIST was gonna join the club. FUCK the fact that M kid slept with some random person and puked all over her mom's car!!!!! WTF that girl has problems!! i dislike the fact that i got no money! FUCK Pita!! FUCK Mr. PITA!!! FUCK YOU!! your courses are fucking boring!!!! Whenever I am in your class I wanna fucking commit suicide!!!! I wanna shoot myself!!! rather than to listen to your fucking pathetic lecture about a random fucking article that you found on internet. we paid like 7000 dollars for this fucking education!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! fuck your job!! You don't deserve this JOB!! You SUCK at it!!! ANd dinosaur!!! FUCK YOU TOO!! do you know how hard it was to write a fucking essay about a fucking ebook!! i don't even read fucking ebook!!! I can't believe You BUTCHERED ME and burned me alive!! And..........FUCK dreamweaver!!! I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! ...PEACE <3

i hate life

Why does my mum have to have cancer. Its terrible. I have to rethink my whole life. Its so terrible.

In my head, I run over and over what it would be like to fucking murder you. You've made my life a misery, I want to end yours. Of course, I won't. I don't want to spend the rest of my life in jail. But thinking of you in pain actually gives me physical pleasure. Unfortunately, there is nothing I can think of; nothing I can actually comprehend that would hurt you enough to make me feel better about my life right now. You are a fucking bastard, and I hope you choke on something.

nothing like a bit of awkwardness after breaking up with your boyf
who happens to be your best friend
or at least was
nothing like him insisting its fine and he agrees..its for the best etc
considering he thought there was nothing fucking wrong in the first place
i guess i should be greatful it wasnt messy

well, fuck you too

You come away with a great little story, of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you. You never did give a damn thing honey, but I cried, cried for you. And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you.