moanlog – Anonymous moaning

i hate the feeling you get when no matter how much you want something you know that its impossible to get.

I fucking hate history. Which is why i'm not overly glad my BITCH of a "teacher" gave us this to do in a week. ONE WEEK to write this essay.
With no guidelines. Not having been shown how to set one out, I have no idea where to start.
And now, after spending 6 days developing a very, very loose plan, I have to write it and give it in tomorrow. That might be possible if I didn't need to sleep, eat, or go to my other lessons.
But I do, I do, and I do.
Fuck My Life.

Do not pretend that you are somebody.. Do you think you are tough?

Hide behind your friends.
Go on, do it.
It's not going to change what I know, what I think, or what I feel.

There is a woman who works in my office, she walks away from her desk to stand next to mine to have her loud personal phone calls, obviously she doesn't want to disturb anybody sitting near to her. How considerate.

anti-social bastard.
yes i love coming home after a very long day, sitting here whilst you make sure you put your other headphone in halfway through conversation and turning the volume up. but don't worry, as you sit there listening to david bowie on the highest volume, the conversation is flowing well on my side

You were so so so wrong but so right too

I get rather annoyed at people who moan about what other people have written on here regarding having a week to do essays.
Yep, you.
Because I wouldn't have 20 minutes in an exam - it's coursework. And it's not an essay, it's much more than that. The final one is going to be about 6 pages long. And yeah, I could have seen the teacher, but she's the most unhelpful woman on the planet and has no idea about what to do with it herself.
So, umm... butt out of my problems, yeah?

Fuck you very much! You have been no help whatsoever!

you are your biology. stop fucking pretending like the devil made you do it. if there is a devil, he's got a pretty fucking easy job since you are your genetics plus a compilation of narratives you use to justify all your actions and thoughts based on your life experience. you are your brain. fucking deal with that and stop thinking magical beings influence you. it's not helpful.