moanlog – Anonymous moaning

Why the fuck are you coming into my room with sweets for yourself and I when we both need to drop a few pounds, well, you need to drop a few hundred, and it's 10:30PM. The fuck is wrong with you fatty?

Your always so busy. Maybe one day youll put your other plans second to me. Maybe one day Ill feel like you're actually making an effort. Because this is meant to be fun, and it isnt.
Its hardly even working.

I hate that someone at work is wearing the same cologne that he used to wear. Now everytime he passes by I'll be reminded of him. I guess there isn't much of a difference seeing as how 6 months later I still think about him almost every minute of every day, wishing he'll come back and things would go back to the way they were. And people wonder why I drink so much.

for fucking fucks sake!!!

I liked this boy who is 2 years older than me for over a year, and he would always lead me on, which really didn't help. At his older brothers birthday party (we are close family friends) he got really drunk, he started texting me when I was right next to him telling me to meet him in the bathroom, I knew he was drunk and I didn't want too. He kept touching my leg and trying to persuade me, then I actually needed to pee. So I went to the bathroom and then when I came out he was standing in there and pushed me back in. He turned the lights off and started hugging me and kissing me, but he stunk. The thing is, I used to think I was in love with him, so I didn't care and I was flattered. Only now is it that I realised I was very wrong. I ended up getting scared because he was really drunk and saying things. He wouldnt let me out the bathroom so I ended up saying to him, "if you don't let me out now, I'll scream" so he let me out. I ended up telling my mum because I was so scared after, so shaken up. She told his mum and things got a bit worse. But then better, he wrote me a letter saying how sorry he is and how much he regrets it. But ever since then he aparently still feels bad, and it's been a year.. He won't talk to me and its awkward because we meet up every week because of our families, but it's like I'm invisible, he looks straight through me, I know I really liked him but I still feel like somethings missing, I just want him to speak to me again, atleast smile, or look at me, or even join me in a conversation, but it's just not happening. I messaged him a while back saying you shouldnt feel bad etc. but im invisible to you now. and he hasnt replied. That message was sent 5 months ago... How do I get him to message me back or even realize I exist again?

What kind of a lecturer are you? I mean, seriously. This lecture was the last before the Christmas break and the last chance to raise concerns and questions regarding the exam we have when we return.

Instead of showing up you decide to get "stuck in Spain" like some an idiot who can't plan their journey. You're a lecturer, you have students relying on you to appear. Seriously, you've turned into a fucking joke. You appeared to know the answers to all the problems we had and you were the most professional. Over the the semester you've completely smashed that perception.

I'm paying [indirectly] to get jet off to Mediterranean countries and not show up to the lectures. Nice one.

If you know you're going be late for a lecture, don't come at all. I mean seriously... the fact that you can't manage time and come in on time probably means you wont even comprehend what's going on in the lecture.

Not only do you let the door slam behind you, you seem to have have a pair of chav shoes which make sounds like they have in-built speakers.

You then sit down, slamming chairs as you go by finding somewhere to slouch and finally fall asleep.

there are days when i hate you so much

You come away with a great little story, of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you. You never did give a damn thing honey, but I cried, cried for you. And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you.

REALLY?! you know I don't like her and you tell her to be your secretary, REALLY?!