moanlog – Anonymous moaning

I moan too much

I want to want you. I want to want you so fucking bad. But can I let myself... like, really, let myself want you? No. Because I have no fucking confidence. People did this sort of stuff when we were 16, I'm 21 and stuff haven't fucking kissed someone properly. I haven't had sex. And yet I'm supposed to live up to this reputation that I have of the whole cool, popular, attractive guy who did all this crap years before anyone else. Reputations mean nothing when there's no truth behind them, and god knows I didn't start it. I want to want you so badly. I want to kiss you so badly. I wanted to kiss you tonight, when you gave me every chance, but I fucked it up. I fucked it up AGAIN. I hate myself for shit like that. I really, deeply hate myself for this kind of thing.

you're a fucking problem i hate you

I feel so underappreciated. I am your girfriend not your mother. I deserve better than this!

I wish this sore throat that has been haunting me for days could just go away.

Screaming out FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKK loudly in your balcony is the best remedy. Its how your mind jerks off and feels peaceful!

If you've paid the bill, TELL ME! Wouldn't this be better than letting me ask you once a day for the bill so that I can go and pay it?

I hate zip-loc bags that don't make a *click* sound. They make me lose faith in mankind.

you're 32 years old. why the fuck can't you clean up after yourself?

I've had it with being so surprised and hurt everytime you ignore me or start acting like i've done something wrong. Carry on distancing yourself, I don't care anymore. But whilst you distance yourself from me for whatever reason, just remember you're pushing other friends away too.