moanlog – Anonymous moaning

One day of you wasn't enough, that weekend with you wasn't enough, spending a whole week together won't be enough, forever with you won't be enough. I miss my bf :(

That's cool, don't ask me fuckers.

This is literally the last day I am ever going to see you in my entire life (if I can help it), so I'd appreciate it if you'd stay the fuck out of my way and let me get on with cleaning the house. Not that you'd even remotely understand what that means, because you're the dirtiest human being I've ever met in my life. But the point stands, just stay in your room and make this as easy and pleasant for me as possible. I gave up pretending I like you about 4 weeks into living in the same house as you, but I've managed to keep up the "I-don't-dislike-you" front since last October. In truth, I fucking despise you and on more than one occasion have brought my face to a smile with the thought of pouring bleach into your dinner whilst you're not looking. I've managed to refrain, because as must as you probably like to think you are, you're not worth life in prison. You're a waste of air, a waste of human, and a waste of space. So stay out of mine. Cheers.

You come away with a great little story, of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you. You never did give a damn thing honey, but I cried, cried for you. And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you.

I don't know what more I can give I really don't.

Life suddenly feels useless. What is the meaning of it? Am I going to have to live every single fucking day? What if I don't want to. Does anybody care? I love my life. I love my family and friends. I love cute animals.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY FILM PROFESSOR? WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM? ON WHAT PLANET DOES HE LIVE? WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS MARKING LIKE THIS? FUCK YOU! I WILL GO MAKE FILMS AND I WILL NOT TAKE YOUR STUPID MARKING AS A CORRECT EVALUATION OF MY ABILITIES. YOU SHOULD JUST STOP "TEACHING" AND GO WRITE FILM REVIEWS.

Fucking bastard, i hate your fucking hair, haven't you ever heard of a product called "SHAMPOOO" YOUR HAIR IS fucking disgusting. You failed us, You fucking failed us, Why the fuck would you teach film!? Do you even know the definition of ART? You have no sense of emotions what so ever. I hate your dry jokes, Film is suppose to be art not film You do not understand the true meaning of film. You only know how to analyze it! I can't believe you failed me just because I didn't answer the EXACT way that you want. WE ARE STUDYING FILM!!!! FILM SUPPOSE TO BE ART!!!! You are my source of this depression. I hate you I hate your class, I FUCKING HATe YOU!!!

YOU FUCKING PIMPLED FAT CHIPMUNK!!! you fucking bitch you could've emailed me earlier. What the fuck, you had problems? YOU FUCKING REPLIED MY EMAIL after like A FUCKING WEEK!! You are so indirect to the point that i want to run over you with llama herd. Such a fucking lie, i know you didn't replied to me because you were too afraid to say ' NO' to my face bitch I hope you pop pimples in your spare time. You are indecisive fat loser, who goes on eharmony to find a somebody to talk to. I thought you were different. No but I was wrong. You have no IDEA HOW much you are going to regret this decision. You are ridiculous, I hate your chin, it is like a garden of little puss mountains. I hate the way you talk. I knew you were shy, but i didn't know you were this slow. I knew you tried to avoid me because you were AFRAID that i might lash out..WELL.. FUCK YOU BITCH!!! we are gonna create AMAZING artwork and YOU ARE GONNA COME BAGGING to JOIN US!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fundamentalist parents = lose at life.

Like I give a shit! There's a reason I haven't tried to contact you in the last 8 months. Why? Because I don't care about your stressful day, your "love life", or your pathetic little problems. So go do one.

I don't know what to do anymore!