I don't think you realise quite how much I love you and need you. But everything hurts, hurts so much and I can't blame you, you're not a mind reader. I need someone to blame and the only person I can find is myself. Jealousy, that's what it is. I don't want to feel this why, christ you're allowed other friends. It's just your not the person I know so well when you're wth them