I despise my body. I am terrified of showing it off. Fuck insecurities. Men will never understand the pain us women go through. My body disgusts me. The stretch marks won't go away. the lovehandles won't go away, my back acne won't go away, my discoloured skin won't go away, and my boobs won't get any bigger. I am sick of waxing and shaving and scrubbing and smoothing. I am tired. I am tired of looking at it. I am tired of standing in front of the mirror marvelling at all the things I want to change. I am tired of not being able to wear all the dresses I love in fear of showing off this or that unattractive part of my skin. I am terrfied of sex. I despise my body.