yes it christmas and my fudging family have succeeded to fudge me off again i wish i cud tell them thanks for ruining my fuking xmas the one thing i looked forward to the most and tried ever so hard not to let them get to me not to let them ruin my mood with ur dumb side remarks and ur silly tantrums u have lost Christmas for me the magic doesn't exist if only xmas was alive because in this house it isnt uv only got the most miserable family. if only i cud scream and shout and have asked santa for a punch bag it wud make sense.